SIMPLICITY(:

Saturday, April 08, 2006

i cried on march 31st in school;yj. i failed my first ever maths test! i'm feelin rather demoralize till now. i got a single digit for it. oh my! cired in e classroom infront of my maths teacher;mr ng. all my classmates were gone alr. there were only mr ng, catherine n soonkwee. yup. they were damn shocked to see me cry. haiz. i'm not lookin forward to receive my other maths test which i've done on tuesday. yup. i'm so afraid that i'll breakdown again.
i'm damn stressed now! i haven't passed any tests so far! my bio test got -3!!! like wat e hell!!! how can i even get -3??? goodness! was laughin like mad!!
joshua[my classmate] was usin e tarot cards to see my love life n all. yup.
past-i'm able to get whatever i want. able to get e person i love[well, that's nt true though] i've got lots of charm too.
present- there will be someone helpin me secretly n it's just that i haven't seems to realise it n all. my charm decreases. hahs. i dont dare to take e first move n this would lose me e chance to start a relationship. yup.
future-will have a long lastin relationship with my spouse. my spouse wont cheat on me n all.
then i have a backup card- forgot wat e card meant, but accordin to joshua, e card if good. yup. then i had an extra card, cuz a strange wind came n blew open a card. yup. it was a good card too. that was wat joshua n all said.

i'm seriously breakindown real soon! catherine was damn cute, she's so afraid that i would faint due to lack of sleep... hehs. i haven't touched e television for weeks alr. haiz. have been revisin my work till wee hours.

i'm gettin tired of everything now. real tired. i feel like cryin now. i hate this! i hate it! hate it!

i'm afraid that i would fall for u. i'm really afraid. i dont want to fall for u either. i hate this!

mich rocks! 2:12 PM