Mich

sad saturday

2006-09-23T23:08:00.000+08:00

waited for darlin at toa payoh mrt. that moron's late again!
went to guardian to get her stuff. cant find it. went to the other guardian near pasta mania.
ran like mad women! stupid sh*t!
manage to reach tuition on time. tuition dragged till 8.15pm. we both rushed out as darlin is already late for her meeting.
today just dont seems right for her. and it was just a frantic day for me. haha.
conferenced with sweetheart and darling. haha. crap alot.
lastly....

sk's a nice boy! =))

wr robbed us of our sleep!!

2006-09-22T20:54:00.000+08:00

everyone slept for less than 5hrs today. worse of all! we had Alevel phycis practical today. what the hell!!
kouen and i plotted the wrong graph! but manage to change it in time. damn it! all of us were so tired. oh crap!
had pizza during biology lesson. to be exact, it's eating n bondin lesson durin biology lesson today. haha. my biology classmate,rathi was such a sad girl! her idea for pw was rejected! so she has to redo her GPP and all that craps. she had 6GP tutors so far since school started.
i'm so tired. =x

pw grp member!

2006-09-10T02:50:00.000+08:00

i love my pw grp members!!!
*cheers* =))

MICH LOVES DINIE!!
MICH LOVES WAWA!!
MICH LOVES AH BU!!

CUTEST CLIQUE!!

2006-09-05T01:13:00.000+08:00

met up with twins joy n nie last thursday[31/8]. yup. fun! fun! fun! thanks twin for bakin brownies for us!! thanks joy for the weird-lookin little toy and chocolates!! ahah. pictures shows it all.

stupid genie chia! stacked up all these on me! when i only said they're cute!=((
my BOYFRIEND!!!

the weird-lookin little toy joy got me! ahaha.

2006-08-30T16:34:00.000+08:00

damn pissed man!! suckx! studied for physic test till i didnt studied for my biology test!! IDIOT! IDIOT! IDIOT! IDIOT! physic test in the mornin stared late, so it endsed late. i was already 15min late for my biology class. so i tried to rush for my biology class. and seri was walkin slowly in front of me. okays mayb she didnt know that i was rushin for time and all. then i told her " can you walk faster? i'm already late for my next class." she never say anything, she asked me what's the next lesson. i told her next lesson is H1. and that i'm already late. kns! still block my way! TSK! almost shouted at her! so i stepped on the chair and walked down the audi. idiot! 20mins late for biology practical! i thought i could have time to at lease look through my notes. but when i stepped into the lab, test paper was already given out. screw up that paper! fuck la! damn pissed man! totally no mood for the rest of the day. mood was lighten up abit durin chinese lesson. xiao mei allowed me to draw on her hands! haha. i wrote stuff like I LOVE JOE! S_ _ _ _ _ _!
PIANIST! I HEART SHENG YU! etc. ahahs. she wrote on my hands too. yup. then i wrote on er jie's hands! "I'M SO HOT!" LOLOL. wrote love letters to daddy;edward too! hehs.
met GOD-MUMMY/LOVELY LOVE!! she just make my second half of the day great! walked around town. ate fried mars bars!! yumyum! ate pepper lunch! we love it man! hehs. took neoprints too. i jusy enjoy sitting down and talk about everything with LOVE! hehs.
hahahs.

my days are completely spoiled. =((

2006-08-25T15:07:00.000+08:00

thursday[24/8]- yuncong called me after school. he asked if he could give my number to his friend. i said no. guess what he said? "huh? but i give already." like hello! since you ALREADY gave why the hell do you even ask me!! so yup, second half of the day was spoilt. i almost go all the way to queenstown and flood his house! took cab home with catherine. was nt in a good mood so didnt talk to her. haha. gues she's always the BLESSED one who will get to see me really frustrated. ahahahs.
friday[25/8]- nothing goes well. lack of sleep cause was doin the stupid econs essays. early morning saw yuncong. sian! then came to the ava and complanied to wawa. nic told me to ignored that person if he msg me. stupid sk slept through the whole assembly. haha. dumb child! physic practical made me frustrated even further. plus the fact that i always have no break on fridays. i almost burn down yj! idiot! that day just dont seems right. was walkin out to tap card with cat when this guy called out to me. he asked if i cld give him my number cause his friend wants it. yar yar yar! it's the same perosn who wants it. that guy was on the phone and he asked if i wanted to talk to his friend who's on e other line. i said no. he kept askin me to talk to his friend. then he said " XX wants to talk to you." so i took over the damn phone. i said " hello" and the persone on the line was like nothing nothing. WHATEVER! idiot! want talk dont talk! what the hell! then an idiot called me. he spoiled my day even further. thanks idiot! -roll eyes- walked to khatib mrt with cat. she walked behind me cause she was afraid i'd blow up at her. hehs thanks and sorry yeah girl! *muackx* was walkin to the mrt and we saw this veryveryvery fair lady with long black hair wearin green skirt which sway as the wind blows. asked cat to look at her. and that stupid cat suddenly tripped and she almost fell!! LOLOL. we both screamed?! ahahahs. i stretched out my hand.. wasnt quick enough to reach out to her. stupid cat always make me laugh! went to ntuc to get chocolates. as least it made me feel much better.=))
thanks joy for helpin me to clear the misunderstandin! hehs. *MUACKX*

fu*ked up

2006-08-22T21:16:00.000+08:00

fu*k! fu*k! fu*k! i feel so lost. really veryy lost. sweetheart knows it all.
at times i really need you by my side -shouts-
at times i just wish you could just disappear away.
most of the times i just want your company.
just by keeping silent and staying beside me is enough.
maybe cause i love isolating myself.

But you weren't there right when I needed you the most
And now I dream about it...
and how it's so bad It's too bad, it's stupid
Too late, so wrong, so long
It's too bad we had no time to rewind
Let's walk, let's talk
It's so bad, it's too bad, it's stupid
It's too late, so wrong, so long
It's too bad we had no time to rewind
Let's walk, let's talk

okays, i know i'm weird. i loves hanging out in big groups too.
okays, wait! i'm contradicting. damn!

i've got something to say! i know of someone who find me cute! ahahahs. oh well... i mean.. like who doesnt. -shrugs- hhes.

LIM SHANGG YONGG

2006-08-20T14:08:00.000+08:00

shang yong!! the guy whom i dislike at first, but i grew to like him more! hehs. same orientation group as me;OG12 in MI first 3mths. he sat on my laps during one of the orientation game. and he got a good impression of me whereas i got a bad one of him. haha. he calls me names like SAC, LESBIAN. so i called him gay. after a couple of chats online and over the phone, i think he's a reallyreally nice guy! my MR. NICE GUY! i remembered that he once accompanied me on the phone till 4.30am. and he didnt tell me he had soccer training the next day!! so yup, i made him missed his soccer training. sorry yar sy! hee. always ask him to sing also! haha. mr. good boy cum ah beng cum mr. consellor! always bully me during the first 3mths! rmmb that we always argued over who didnt replied who's msg-es!! haha. for example, sy msg-ed me. and i'm dead sure that i replied his msg and that he was the one who didnt reply me!! then he'll send me another msg, askin why i didnt reply his previous msg!! haha. and we're end up arguin over this, over the phone/thru sms! haha. so funnyy!
talked to sy just now... really miss him! haha. handsome guy la u!! -Eeeek- haha. felt relieved after chattin with you... maybe i should really learn from you. hee.

my MR. NICE guy!

medicine mdeicine and more medicine

2006-08-20T12:51:00.000+08:00

went to the doctor AGAIN on friday[18/8]. doctor gave me a cough syrup!! Eeeek!! gross!! jijik!! friday school ended at ard 5.30pm. yup, had this talk by some SAF people. yup, cat was sleeping, i mean as usual. ahahas. after that waited for my biology teacher to get my mcq, structured and essays questions back from her. waited for like 40min. cat almost burn down yj! hehs. thanks for waitin with me cat! then called that idiot, and he was in the gym! stupid boy! sprained his ankle and i dont know he go to the gym for what also...
accompanied him to see the chinese physician. weak child! the chinese physician said he didnt used much strength and sk was like in pain like that!! ahaha. funnyy! and the whole conversation was like in chinese!! oh my!
yup, after that, took bus to inter and accompanied sk eat at burger king. i sat down and looked around till he finished eating. but i still wanted to sit for awhile... so sat there. stupid sk kept starin at me! idiot! smack you le! stare stare stare! still imitate what i was doin! sucker! walked back to northpoint. saw roger shengyu xuanyi rebecca and this other girl whom i dont know her name. haha.
stupid shengyu wanted to video sk and me! irritatin! but sk saw them! haha. then sk and i walked to mrt's taxi stand. so many people le, so walked further down to see if can get a cab. sadly, no cabs! then sk piggyback me up the overheadbridge! yay! finally took a cab home! hehs.
yest. did compo till i fell asleep! =/ heard from darling about bryant. darling, i reallyreally feel that we're quite mean to him. but... haiz. forget it then... i'm equally confuse, darlin! =((
hope everything will be alright.

GER- i know u're feeling terribly down for the past few days, sorry for not being there for you love. meet up soon yeah babe? i HEART you lots!
DARLIN- we're always in the same situation.together with sweetheart! haha. sad people!
SWEETHEART- i've got ur FIRST on sat aug5th!!! your FIRST man!! you're MINE, sweetheart! hehs.

i'm still sick. =((

2006-08-17T22:50:00.000+08:00

didnt go for biology extra lesson today. wasnt feeling too well. kept coughing like mad. =s
took bus 8 home. and my bus collided with a car. what a day! got a shocked and i started coughing like mad, cough till face red!
told cat about it and she's concern about the driver instead!! hello! catherine ong!! arent u suppose to be concern about ur sick friend instead of the bus driver!!! IDIOT man! lols.
i'm going to see the doctor again probably tml... if i dont get home late. hee.
shengyu was selected to present some econs research today. yup. so cute! haha. stupid xiao mei suddenly so attentive, never sleep!
today seems like a long, slow-motioned boring day for me... slept during chinese class[as usual]. er jie wrote me a letter!! YAY. wanted to give her a hug, but i was sick, so was rather restless... hee. THANKS ER JIE; pearlene! *muackx* stayed up till 11.59pm yest. night to send wawa a msg... hee.

boo~

2006-08-14T10:50:00.000+08:00

i'm not feelin well!! =(( hate this man! doctor said i'm down with viral flu. throat was red from all the coughin. terrible flu and headache. my whole body feels weak too. =/ went school in the mornin just to take my chinese test. i was feelin damn cold in the audi. used up 2 packets of tissues within 1 n half hr. after that took cab home.
okays, a brief acocunt on what happen on national day[9 aug]wednesday-
suppose to meet darlin and siying at kallang mrt at 3.45pm. but i was late. hehs. as usual. and stupid ONG SOONKWEE was the latest! idiot! so now he owes me a favour and have to piggyback me for 1week! =)) walked to national stadium. saw the fireworks! was so happy!! hee. but the fireworks only lasted for a short while... =s did i mentioned, i saw pearlene and martin there too? haha. yup. we left after the fireworks ended, went to paya lebar... sk and i was quiet, guess we're both tired. but darlin was the only hyper one. haha. she kept sayin"the silence is killin me!" lols. sk sent me home. mini rocket was such a disappointment! IDIOT! i'm goin to ignore you if the next rocket is still a failure! =p
friday [11aug]- how mature can the guys in my class get!! they brought caterpillars to gp class!! shuhua and me screamed when we saw it! ahhh~ GROSSGROSSGROSS!!! sick in the mind idiots! ms neo wasnt happy abt it, and sk the idiot took it out of the class. then roger just suddenly turn back and throw the paper box, which was previously used to contained the caterpillar, at xiaomei and me!! sucker! then we both screamed! idiot! halfway durin the lesson, the stupid roger throw something at us again! and i screamed again? haha. xiaomei got a shocked! know sth, i seriously think the guys in my class are psychotic! they like to hear girls scream??!! but come to think of it again... without them my class wouldnt have been that interesting! lols. talked with my idol on the phone till 2am?? hee. i love you, NIC!! =))
saturday[12aug]- suppose to be an odac outin? yup, only 7people turned up. oh well, nvm. went to eact coast to roller blade. i fell twice! xiao mei fell 16TIMES!! ahahahas. i kept holdin on to edward and jerome. i must say i did improve!! after roller bladin, when to mac. then head home and get prepare for gp tuition. my sis went out at night to buy lemsip for me at 7-eleven! thanks sis! she's so nice! hee. and this idiot! ask him to sing a sick girl to sleep also very hard like that! kept askin me to wait! i sick le!! still bully me!! sucker!
wait! i reallyreallyreally need to say this!! BRYANT is SO GROSS!! Eeeek! he is such a total TURN OFF -roll eyes-
wasn't feelin well since friday night... and who knows it got worst yesterday! wanted to see e doctor at 1pm... guess what?? all 3 clinics in my area are CLOSED!! -pengz- only one of the 3 will be open again at 7pm!! so no choice, stayed at home till 7plus then go see the doctor. was so drained out that i didnt replied any of my msg-es. i nedd to rest more now, cause i think my body cant take it anymore... yup.

ger- i miss you too LOVE!!
joy- lols. i'll takkare of myself. no worries! hee.

2006-08-08T21:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY FAMILY!.

my cute little xiao mei and me!

my cute idol; nicholas and me! so cute!

my AH BU!! haha.

my STEP ah-bu!!

look at the small cute doggy i'm holdin! so cute! haha. stupid ONG SOONKWEE! spoil my picture!

MEALWORMS!!

2006-08-08T20:57:00.000+08:00

okays, like how MATURE can the guys in my class get!! idiot! fancy bringing mealworms to scared everyone!!
during physic lesson yesterday i got a shock. stupid xuan yi dropped the whole bottle that was filled with mealworms on the floor!! ahhh!! GROSS GORSS GORSS!! SICK SICK SICK! he's DISGUSTING!! the best thing, that idiot sits directly behind me! yet he's so CHILDISH!!
the five of them then huriedly tried to save the mealworms!! scoopin it back into the bottle. n stupid sk was small size enough to go under the table and save the mealworms! wow! -rolled eyes- sucker le u! those unsaved mealworms were being CRUSHED by him on the foolscape paper! -eeek-
halfway durin the lesson, the foolscape paper flew to my feet! oh man!! i was so shocked when i saw it!! i grabbed kuoen;grandma, and she got a shocked too. ahhh~ idiot idiot idiot! irritatin!! stupid xuanyi stiil can pretend that everything's alright!
then during pe, watched a soccer match. my class againsterm... a mixture of guys from other classes. yup. we won!! yay! haha.
stupid sk! so blur, left his shirt and pants and walked off without them. so xiao mei and i decided to hide them! haha. exchanged his shirt with mine. took his belt. stupid child. only till after maths tutorial then he noticed it! haha. dumb child!
rushed down to paya lebar mrt to meet twin! then we met bittergourd at parkway! haha. idiot! she was LATE!! but she brought chocolates for us!! YAYness!
ate at this nice place that bittergourd recommended. oh man! the chocolate cakes were damn nice!! so so so nice!! haha. *heavenly* twin came to my house to brorrow a white skirt.
today was rather interestin! haha. i love er jie's cute little doggy!! so cute!! and stupid cat!! snatched the dog from me, and she wants me to act like as if i'm crying before she's willginly to give it back to me!! idiot! she wants to video it down! asked sk to help me get it back. and cat asked him to do the same thing. haha. stupid boy, he really did that. and cat video it down. hehs. then sone lady spoke in chinese and i dont understand a thing! oh my!
yup, sat at the grandstand and talked nonsense with agnest. then sat at the pierce hse's area and talked to step ah-bu; lionel!! i love my step ah bu!! *MUACKX*
tooks lots of photos!! haha. went home with my bro. had tuition. i was so tired that i immediately flew to my bed after tuition ended. haha. yay! watchin fireworks tml!! so excited! =))

all wells that ends well

2006-08-06T19:36:00.000+08:00

yup, so i guess... everything's prettyy fine now?? yup. feel light suddenly. i just felt damn dumb for the past few days. veryvery reallyreally dumb. i felt like a total idiot. yup. a TOTAL idiot. oh well, everything's fine now, so no use dwelling about something that has already HAPPENED.
changed gp tuition. so yup, now attendin gp tuition with darlin. haha. stupid girl, always make me laugh! i really seriously think you need a guradian angel to protect you from all those digusting gross jijik spastic morons! haha.
darlin accomapny me to walked around novena and toa payoh, before i go down to city hall to meet xiao mei and all. yup.
stupid city link, so complicated! i was ALMOST lost! damn embarrassin! but called sweetheart to ask for directions. hehs.
walked to eaplanade and xiao mei came to find me. haha. so sweet of my cute little xiao mei! =)) then saw joshua. so we three waited at esplanade for the others to reach. saw daddy and wawa! walked to find mdm koh. saw the whole class. okays, not the whole class to be exact. didnt saw CAT!! seri, yuncong, andra. yup. oh man!! nic was so CUTE!! haha. shengyu also very cute! and i hate to say this, but sk was cute too. -argh- sk and shengyu dressed till very small boy! haha. nic's damn shuai! oh my. -faints-
then we walked walked around. pearlene and i sat down and chatted. then there was 3 malay guys who sat beside us. they kept smilin and sayin hi to us. so we said hi to them back? haha. then dinie and agnest came and ask the both of us to stay away from them cause they're drunk. but pearlene and i couldnt tell that they were drunk. serious. okays, so yup, i came to a conclusion that, maybe pearlene and i just cant be alone together, if not we'll meet funnyfunny peoples. -total turn off-
so yup, we walked back to the city hall mrt. saw LOVE and jac!! haha. jac so prettyy!! haha. hugged LOVE! oh man, missed her man!
only dinie and me took the other train. then that idiot msg me, askin if my train came alr. idiot! okays, he sent me home. yup. stupid boy! ur mini rockets were SUCH A FAILURE!! IDIOT!! reached home at 12midnight. so scared le, go home so late... =/
i suppose twin ran all her way home!! haha. small girl!
he sang me to sleep. yup. irritating fellow! make me wait for his call so soooo looonng!

cat- thanks for everything. everything. i love you man! anything rmmb to give me a call yeah? muackx*
genie- idiot la u!! haha. always got stupid stuffs to tell me! hehs. miss ya darlin!
sweetheart- we're just so alike man! haha. gettin f*ucked up at the same time. but everything's goin to fine darlin. it will.
jess- thanks twin! *HUGS*
PEARL*- you're always there when i needed someone. thanks er jie!
wawa*- we can EXCHANGE interesting stuffs yeah? hehs.
xiao mei- u're my bundle of joy! =))

Whoa~

2006-08-04T21:41:00.000+08:00

okays, maybe u can stop ignoring me now? i see no end to this. no end. yup. we need to clear things up? but i seriously dont know what things to clear up with you. maybe cat told u more about me. maybe nic, xiao mei and pearlene told you too. so i guess now you should more or less know what's happenning.
anyway, i dont feel good for the past few days. crying seems to be apart of me now.
like what the hell! i need you sweetheart!
i hardly understand what is it that i'm going through now. i''m confused.
and jacqueline, thanks for your blessing. may sk and i work out. yup.

anyway, this week seems to goes by rather slowly... there are too many things goin through my head. had dinner at Shang-Ri La yesterday. the food was nice. was having headache and mense cramps. damn! didnt eat much. ate the cheesecakes and chocolate cakes! suddenly felt so happy! =))
i'm feeling much better now. everything will come to an end soon. i believe so. yup.
mich'a a happy child! i love you twin!!

i miss you

2006-08-04T21:10:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU

I can't sleep,
I just can't breathe,
When your shadow is all over me baby,
Don't wanna be,
a fool in your eyes,
Cause what we had was built in lies,

And when our love seems to fade away,
Listen to me hear what I say ,

I don't wanna feel,
The way that I do,
I just wanna be,
Right here with you,
I don't wanna see,
See us apart,
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss you...

What would it take,
for you to see,
To make you understand,
that I'll always believe, (always believe)
You and I,
can make it through,
And i still know,
I can't get over you,

Cause when our love seems to fade away ,
Listen to me hear what I say,

I don't wanna feel,
the way that I do,
I just wanna be,
right here with you,
I don't wanna see,
see us apart,(see us apart)
I just wanna say it straight from my heart,
oh baby i miss you,
i do...

Cause when our love always fades away,
Listen to me hear what I say,

I don't wanna feel,
the way that i do,
I just wanna be,
right here with you,
I don't wanna see,
see us apart, (oh no,see us apart)
I just wanna say it straight from my heart,
I miss you, i miss you,
i do...

I don't wanna feel,
the way that I do, (the way that i do)
I just wanna be, (just wanna be)
right here with you, (right here with you)
I don't wanna see, (don't wanna see)
See us apart, (see us apart oh baby)
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
oh baby i miss you,
i do...

agin... i'm feelin this again

2006-08-02T21:33:00.000+08:00

i really cant take it anymore.
i seriously need a break.
i brokedown just now.
i cant believe it.
i'm just so vulnerable.
i hate it. damn.
i just want everything to stop now.
i really cant take it no more.
someone please take me away.

i dont have the mood to blog

2006-07-29T10:43:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry.
i've got no mood to blog about anything.

she...

2006-07-16T21:19:00.000+08:00

she Hates crying.
she hates to feel for someone she doesnt know.
she hates to be caught in a dilemma.
she hates to always be putting on a false front.
she hates to be alone.
she dislike singing.
she hates no one.
she hates going home alone late at night.
she hates day time; stupid sun!
she hates getting tanned.
she dislike talking.
she hates yjc.
she dislike people who break their promise.
she dislike breaking promise.

she LOVES laughing.
she loves listening to people sing.
she loves being in a group.
she loves night time.
she loves people who understand her.
she loves sweeetheart.
she loves her cliques.
she loves her daddy n mummy.
she loves listening to people talk.
she loves sac.
she loves to be alone at times.
she loves to scared people.
she loves watching horror movie.
she loves NIUNAI!

i wanna be myself!

2006-07-10T20:40:00.000+08:00

DAMN! betted on france and i lost money! idiot! but, nvm cause my uncle came back from Holland! YAY!! he gave me $200!! WOOTS! and , my daddy betted on wc too! he won! so got money from him too! wahaha. so in short, i still GAINED! isnt that great? WOOHOO~
my cute little cousin bought BIRKENSTOCK for me!! oh my! she's so cute! she came my house today, but i didnt get to see her n her cute brother! DAMN! cause had ODAC today! =(( heard from my sis that she even wrapped the shoe! haha. so cute le she. oh man, so long never see her le! so excited to see her man! hehs. erm... she's 169cm, and she's only 15yrs old. gosh! i feel so demoralised standing beside her!! hur hur...
oh man! damn happy to see my shoe! haha. mich's a happy child!
did some cute stuffs for the seniors in odac[farewell gifts] yup. it includes CONDOM! yup, condoms! hairclips, earrings, mittens etc. innovative eh? haha. i ate 3moomoo icecream today! yum! very nice!! hehs.
lionel and jerome are damn sick!! they filled the condom with water and played with it! haha. damn funny. had a 15mins physical trainin after that. yup, a short short one before everyone's dismissed.
birdie n sk are both sick. yup. takkare yeah u two? hee. sk still dare claim that he's fit and all the nonsense!! sick till want die le, still dare to say he's fit! craps!

thanks twin n nini! i just want to say a BIG thankl YOU to you both! hehs. love yall lots! *MUACKX*

Shayne Ward- That's my goal

2006-07-09T14:19:00.000+08:00

i want to hear all this from you. yup. you.

That's my Goal.

You know where I've come from,
You know my story,
You know why I'm standing here...
Tonight,
Please don't go,
Don't be in a hurry,
I'm here to make it clear,
Make it right,

Well I know I've acted foolish,
But I promise you no more,
I've finally found that something
Worth reaching for,

I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
That's my goal.

Please don't go,
You know that I need you,
And can't breath without you,
Live without you,
Be without you,
Well I know I've acted foolish,
But I promise you no more,

I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
That's my goal.

Well I won't stop believing,
That we will be leaving together,
So when I say I love you,
I mean it forever and ever,
ever and ever....

I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
Yes I'm here to win your heart and soul,
That's my goal....

spendthrift

2006-07-01T22:28:00.000+08:00

met up with darlin yesterday. yup, was supposed to meet her at 11am, but ended up meetin her at around 12.15pm. haha went town shopshop! yay! n i think i overspent!! gosh! spent like $100 bucks buyin a shorts, skirt n a belt! woot. i spentd like nearly 200bucks within 2days! haha. hmmm... really need to be on a budget man!
shop till evenin then went to toa payoh inter to meet twin;ce! hehs. went to ccps. it was the open house yesterday. yup, met cynthia n she said i didnt changed much, still look the same! AHEM, which also means i look young! hahaha. took photos, then watched darlin's sis n twin's sis performed! they're so cute! so small size! hehs.
walked home with twin n her two sis. yup. talked to ce quite alot. i miss u twin!

oh man, i really need to take time out to relax. i'm not feelin too good these fews day. i feel rather vulnerable. i hate this feeling. i hate it. i just want to be alone for awhile. i need no one now. no one.
just leave me alone. i'll be fine. well, i hope.

happy birthday MUMMY!

2006-06-29T23:55:00.000+08:00

went to AMARA hotel's jap restaurant last saturday. yup. drank 4 small cups of sake and my whole face went red! haha. my ears went red first!

cute eh! my face was red! hehs.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!! hehs. met up with niang and twin just now! hee. today was the last day for block test too! YEP! but before that went to northpoint mac n chatted awhile with cat! yup! we're such sad people man!=(
saw this man makin balloon in the underpass towards northpoint, and i bought two cutecute cartoon character balloon from him!! oh man!! damndamndamn cute! haha. i bought a elmo balloon for niang and i got a daffy duck for myself!! mich's sososo happy!! LOLOL.

daffy duck balloon!!

took mrt to orchard mrt to meet them. i was so excited to meet niang!! we gave each other a hug! we felt so LOVED! hahas.
went to Forever 21 to shopshop awhile. niang claims that she was on a BUDGET!! n she got a shorts there!! hmmm... so BUDGET ar! n she's goin to get her top tml too!! but i thought she said she was on a budget?? haha. so much for a budget, mummy!
went to paragon to eat! ate at this pasta restaurant! yup, nicenice! bought a cake for mummy too! sang birthday song for her too! i'm sure she was TOUCHED! yup! took lots of photos too. hehs.
walked to heeren to take neoprints! YAY! went to nike shop n i saw this jacket! nicenice! hehs. but there's only size s. yup, size s fits me, but i wanted a bigger size; size m. they didnt have it in that shop, asked the guy if they have it in other outlets. yup, he called n there only one left in Plaza SIng.!! oh my! damn excited! asked him to reserved it for me! YAYnss! then twin wanted to go home to study for her upcomin exam, so yup, she went off first.
walked to wheelock cuz mummy wanted to meet her friends to get her pressie!
damn cock la she! she mistook the venue!! it's at PARK MALL's fish n co n NOT WHEELOCK's fish n co!! yup, so took cab down to plaza sing to get my nike jacket first!! so happy! haha.

my nike jacket!!

walked to park mall to meet her friends. her friends are damn sweet! haha they laid white n red roses for her. they use red roses petals to make a letter J! damn cute!
yup, decided to cab home after that... called to book a cab! guess what! all the cab lines are BUSY!! argh! took bus 65 to somewhere where we can take cabs. we ended at heeren! haha. the queue for cabs was damn long! like as if queuin for 4D! haha.
talked to mummy about lots of stuff! yep! oh man, i miss DADDY!!
reached home at ard 10.50pm, woots! damn tired! hee. mich's a happy child today!
meetin darlin tml too! haha.
oh man, i seriously need a break from everything now. i'm really really exhausted. really very tired.
I MISS SWEETHEART!

movie again!!

2006-06-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

was supposed to go out in e mornin to study with cat on friday[16/6]. but as usual, i was late. msg sk the night before if cat n i could go his house to study. but guess that idiot slept le, that's why nv reply. hehs. we met him at yishun mrt. that idiot was late!! always! then me n cat went to northpoint! KIDDY'S PALACE!! so cute!! the pooh bear's so so so cute!! lol.
went to ya kun for breakfast. i didnt eat though. hee. watch Silent Hill after that. but the movie starts at 1.55pm. we still got a little time before that. so we went to arcade to play!! so fun!! haha. changed a nice thing which sk said was called "slinky"??!! erm... okays, that what he said. lols.
e movie was okay, but i think it was quite scary! haha. i kept grabbin sk's sleeves! n the idiotic cat was damn retarded!! she cling onto me like some koala bear!! she grabbed my arm HARD! i told her, if she dont want to watch the movie i want to watch! haha. so idiotic man she! durin the comercial, she suddenly grabbed me! so i screamed! she got a shocked. LOLOL. it wasnt my fault that i screamed k? cat suddenly grabbed my hand, i surely screamed de right? hehs.
sk n cat damn bad! they ask me to sit one corner myself! cause i keep screamin. haha. sk said his arm went NUMB durin one point of the movie! wahah. cat la, idiot! dont know why she kept shakin my arm also, n cause i was holdin on to sk... i shook his arm too?? LOLOL.
after that accompanied cat to orchard to meet her friends. then sk n me went off to look for atm machine!! cause i want to withdraw money! hehs. walked around from wisma, taka... then to wheelock before i finally decided to eat at NYDC! hehs. after eatin went to BORDERS; social science corner! my favourite place!! haha.
rmmb the other time i went there with bibi n ben. ben so cute, he kept blushin! yup.
walked to pacific plaza cause sk wanted to go there. idiot! pacific plaza's shops closed so early!! cant get my roxy n ripcurl stuff! after that went home le, cause i'm tired! hehs. sk damn idiot! bluff me say toa payoh got bus854 that's why he alight at toa payoh with me...
but in fact he's sendin me home first. hee. n he finally believe that my house area is dark!! n there's banglas!! damn idiot le him! still say they're my frens!! asshole le!! yup, he took cab home. talked on the phone with him. he sang me to sleep... hmmm... i think so? haha. yup.

YAY!! goin to Shang-Ri La for dinner tml!! YAY!! hopefully my daddy's not busy!! WOOTS! IT's HAPPY DADDY's DAY tml!! i wonder if daddy's goin get me anything! haha. cause he bought me a Timberland shoe last yr on father's day... that shoe cost hundred over! but i bought him a LV wallet too! i'm such a good daughter!

some random pictures!!

me in sk's specs! cute eh! LOLOL.

rock climbin! hehs.

the cutest sweetest clique ever!

2006-06-14T20:51:00.000+08:00

just ended my biology tuition at 6.30pm. hmmm... it was 2 n half hr!! hehs. wanted to go out study today, but my tuition was in the middle of e day. yup. hee. okays, a review of what happen the past 2 days.

monday[12/6]- suppose to meet sk in e mornin at erm... 12pm?? yup, i was late... hee. he called me at 10.2oam?? hmm.. i just woke up! hehs. left my home at 11.30pm. nvm that, i reached yishun mrt at 12.45pm n that idiot wasnt there!! he was late! n he said something very great; i let u have a chance to redeem yourself! -roll eyes- IDIOT!! craps man! haha. yup then took a bus to the chinese physician place. guess what!! it's CLOSED!!! damn idiot le him! he said he nv see properly!! PJ kia le u, ONG SOONKWEE!! LOLOL. then took cab to northpoint to eat. walked around it before i finally decided to eat in swensens. haha. i ordered ICE-CREAM!! yumyum!! STICKY CHEWY CHOCOLATE!!! hee. there's this little girl, who's birthday was today too. hehs. then e swensens staffs sang her a birthday song!! it's so funny! hahs. then sk wanted to get his stupid PSP stuff. yup. he finally got it after visitin the 3rd shop. stupid boy! hehs. okays, i was suppose to meet sweetheart n all at 2.30pm n i'm veryvery late! he said he was goin town too, so we took mrt together.
whent to orchard to meet sweetheart, qing n doris!! qing's so shuai! haha. twin n my yandao! watched SHE'S THE MAN! nice movie! hee. sk's so... hmmm... he really bought a bearbrick for me! i was only kidding le!! u keep the bear for yourself, k?? hee.

tuesday[13/6]-met up with my lovely darlins!! hehs. mich hearts u guys lots!! *winks* as usual, i was late!! twin waited for me for 45min?? hmm... ah nie was early!! i was damn surprise!! haha. she reached on the dot at 1pm!! while me n twin reached at 1.30pm?? lols. nini was e latest!! walked around marina square, ate at this place where e fish n chip is HORRIBLE! -yucks- but the cheesecakes were nice!! yum! went to citylink to meet babe after eatin, she couldnt join us as she nedd to go home yup. she came down from school to cityhall just to see us!! oh my! arent she just sweet or sweet? haha. i love u babe! *muackx* saw LOVE

insecurities

2006-06-11T18:53:00.000+08:00

met up with LOVE on thursday[8/6] watched the omen.
i was late!! as usual! hehs. i freakin took e wrong bus!! i mistook bus155 for 100! *opps*. then when i finally board the mrt towards somerset, there's this gay!! he stood beside me!! oh man!! such a TURN OFF!! -rolled eyes-
the OMEN was quite nice. yup, me n LOVE were like the only two screamin the loudest and the most? LOLOL. we chose seat 2 n 3 so that no one can sit beside us?? haha. i know it's lame! hehs.
not to forget, ONG SOONKWEE is actin like a retard!! messagin me at e wrong time!! such an idiot! and he used his fren's phone to msg me stupid msg-es!! like " are u watch the omen?... i'm right behind you... you look so cute..." lols. shall not put up e full content up! so sick in the mind! haha.
after movie went to subway for dinner! hahs. sk was such a STALKER! he called me and asked "are u in subway? u're wearin a white jacket rite?" idiot! gave me a fright!! potential stalker man!!
just as i thought after i left cine for heeren, LOVE n me would be safe! but that idiot was also in heeren! he called me and asked "u're goin down the escalator right? why are u lookin around?" -pengz- i bought a shorts!! nicenice!! yup. that was rather random. haha.
after shoppin in heeren, we walked to taka cause LOVE wanted to get her bag! headed home after that. stupid stalker!!
skipped econs n gd tutorial on friday[9/9]. went to mac at northpoint for breakfast. but i didnt eat though. wasnt really in e mood. yup. i was ponderin about something. and i seriously think i'm gettin myself deeper into the situation. i felt insecure for a moment. i dont know why. i just hated that feelin of insecurity. i really hated it.talked to cat about it and i felt much better. thanks darlin! hee.
bluff sk that there's gp tutorial in e mornin n he really took it for real! haha. okays, i know i'm bad. but i know he wouldn't mind! hee. coincidentally, he was also in mac, n he called me. he joined me n cat for e next few hours. haha. went to Kbox. i was tired so the first thing i did when i got to e room was to lie down! wahah. cat was shoutin and all cause she dont allow me to sleep. mich's lack of sleep u see! =( sk n cat did most of e singin. yup. sk being ever playful took my phone! and of course i took his. yup. played "catchin" in that small room. haha. then he grabbed hold of my NIKE BAG!! my PRECIOUS NIKE BAG!! so i kicked his yet-to-recover sprain ankle?? i THINK i kicked it hard?? and he ignored me for abt 45min!! lols. i did apologized PROFUSELY!!! hehs. and now he claims that i OWE HIM A FAVOUR!
after that went back to school for ODAC. we had DRAGONBOAT! FUNFUNFUN! lionel cat and me volunteered to jump into the river to show the buoyance test! so fun!!
we were all so wet and dirty! -gross- haha. cabbed home with cat after that.
watched this cute cartoon on channel u!! it's soo soo soo cute!! that's the second time i'm catchin it! so cute!
not to forget!! we gave BIRDIE her birthday present!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLIN! *MUACKX*
block test's coin up! i'm not prepared for it AT ALL!! i'm so dead! oh man! buryin myself with notes n TYS makes me a person with NO LIFE AT ALL!!
BITTERGOURD called me yesterday night! hee. no worries girl! i'm always free for you! hee. u must really think it through yeah? the lenght or period of time doesnt give account for anything or everything. SMILEZ* muackx*

panadols panadols panadols

2006-06-06T00:17:00.000+08:00

popping too much panadols makes my body immune to it. idiot! popped 2menstrual panadols yesterday, and a headahce panadol just now.
it's not takin any effect! my headache still persist! oh man!! am i gettin weaker or is my life in yj just sad??
having flu these few days, kept sneezing! perhaps cause i'm being missed by alot of people? LOLOL. have been havin headache which could last for one whole day. have been feeling rather down for e past few days! i'm not in any mood to do anything except to mug for my upcoming block tests!
my june holidays are so well planned!! -rolled eyes- first week of june holidays and i spend most of my time in school! isnt it cool? oh craps!

i'm so cute!! hee.

I LOVE SWEETHEART!!!

2006-06-03T22:00:00.000+08:00

i'm currently on the phone with my sweetheart!! oh man!! i love u, darlin!! muackx* hehs.
okays, we're talkin abt stupid stuff n sweetheart said something very funny!
it should be "nan ren liu xue bu liu lei[teared]". but guess wat that idiot said!? sweetheart said "nan ren liu xue bu liu han[perspire]!" LOLOL. so dumb!! oh man!! how idiot can u get man!! wahaha.
N she claims that liu han[perspire] is more commonly used! stupid excuses!!

i hate idiots who cant take jokes! i mean like hello? get a life man! it's only a joke?!? gettin all fu*ked up over a lame/small joke is rather ridiculous! [sweetheart agrees with me!] maybe i'm really that straightforward, maybe i'm just mean and all. say what u want, i'm just being myself.

I LOVE SWEETHEART!! *MUACK*

fort minor - where'd you go

2006-05-28T23:02:00.000+08:00

Fort Minor- Where'd you go

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...

a walk down memory lane. I MISS BIC

2006-05-25T20:45:00.000+08:00

blah...

2006-05-16T22:05:00.000+08:00

oh my, my mummy just updated my atm for me. guess what?? hehs. i spent $7oo over in a short period of 2mths?? haha. hmmm... not a very good thing eh. LOLOL.
but i'll stop after i get another roxy jacket, another guess watch[if possible], a new specs, a new bag?? hee.

got back maths test today. i failed. but at e very least i did improved!! hehs.
ONG SOON KWEE!!! U OWE ME A TREAT!!! cause u passed e maths test!!
I WANT TO EAT NYDC!!! hee.

i'm just being myself.

2006-05-12T17:20:00.000+08:00

havent been online recently. yup. no mood to blog about anything currently. i'm feelin rather stressed about everything now. i'm gettin confused too. i really dont know what to do.
i just feel like cryin now. okays. i'm gettin emo these few days n i dont know why too. just let me be n i'll be fine... probably a few days later? i hope so. yup.
i'm really confused on sk's stuff also. for those who're aware of it. i heard things which are not both pleasant n unpleasant abt sk.
okays, i didnt know that he's woo-in me till nic told me so. oh well, i may seem a little slow about it, but i seriously dont see nor feel that he's woo-in me. i mean, juz daily sms-es. sy n i used to msg each other everyday too durin the first 3mths in MI. dont tell me he's woo-in me too?? [well, that's what nic thinks.]
i really dont have the mood to get into a relationship just yet, cuz i'm only startin to catch up on my school work now. was damn excited when i passed my econs test[15/25]. Though it may not be a good grade, but after failin all my econs graded assignment and finally... i passed my econs test! was damn happy!! passed physic spa test ws too[17/30]... waitin for my maths test to be back now.
i'm like just startin to understand what's being taught in lectures n tutorials now, and i really dont want to be distracted by any other things currently.

i miss SWEETHEART, DARLINGs, STEAD!!! okays, that was rather random. lols.

I WANT TO WOO YOU;NICHOLAS!! hehs

2006-04-14T23:44:00.000+08:00

NICHOLAS SOH!!! i told him he looked charmin when he's playin the piano and that everything's gone when he stopped playin!! hehs.

my jie mei; edward n me!!

I'M BREAKINDOWN! i'm really breakindown.....

2006-04-08T14:12:00.000+08:00

i cried on march 31st in school;yj. i failed my first ever maths test! i'm feelin rather demoralize till now. i got a single digit for it. oh my! cired in e classroom infront of my maths teacher;mr ng. all my classmates were gone alr. there were only mr ng, catherine n soonkwee. yup. they were damn shocked to see me cry. haiz. i'm not lookin forward to receive my other maths test which i've done on tuesday. yup. i'm so afraid that i'll breakdown again.
i'm damn stressed now! i haven't passed any tests so far! my bio test got -3!!! like wat e hell!!! how can i even get -3??? goodness! was laughin like mad!!
joshua[my classmate] was usin e tarot cards to see my love life n all. yup.
past-i'm able to get whatever i want. able to get e person i love[well, that's nt true though] i've got lots of charm too.
present- there will be someone helpin me secretly n it's just that i haven't seems to realise it n all. my charm decreases. hahs. i dont dare to take e first move n this would lose me e chance to start a relationship. yup.
future-will have a long lastin relationship with my spouse. my spouse wont cheat on me n all.
then i have a backup card- forgot wat e card meant, but accordin to joshua, e card if good. yup. then i had an extra card, cuz a strange wind came n blew open a card. yup. it was a good card too. that was wat joshua n all said.

i'm seriously breakindown real soon! catherine was damn cute, she's so afraid that i would faint due to lack of sleep... hehs. i haven't touched e television for weeks alr. haiz. have been revisin my work till wee hours.

i'm gettin tired of everything now. real tired. i feel like cryin now. i hate this! i hate it! hate it!

i'm afraid that i would fall for u. i'm really afraid. i dont want to fall for u either. i hate this!

2006-04-01T21:43:00.000+08:00

hey! jessica here invading twin's blog! heh! jus wanted to tell mich 'dun be stress yeah'? i'll always be there for you when u need me yup? =) in fact, niang, ah pa, ce and me will always be there! =) jus hope that u wont stress urself too much kaes? muacks! jess loves you! hugs!

i'm so afraid i'll retain!

2006-03-25T21:43:00.000+08:00

had 2tests this week so far, physic n bio. dont ask me how is it. cuz i know for sure that i'm goin to fail both of them!
physic was damn... argh!! like shit!! at first e physic teacher said we can refer to the notes. then on e day we had e test, a relieve teacher came in n say "ur physic teacher changed her mind n decided that u guys cant refer to e notes." like what e hell!! n accordin to my physic teacher, she said e test only has 10MCQ QUESTIONS!! n it's a 1HOUR TEST! guess wat??? everything turns out DIFFERENT!! e test consist of 10MCQ QUESTIONS, as well as, STURCTURED QUESTIONS!!! and it's a 50MINUTES TEST!! oh man!! my first test n i alr failed it!!
then came e bio test. it was a SURPRISED TEST!! n my frens n i were DAMN SURPRISED!! cuz we dont even know a single thing that was taught durin lectures/tutorials!! oh man!! my fren jasper was like,"sure die la!! i think i'm goin to write my name only!!" haha.
bio n phy tests r gone case man!! haix! it's only e first week of proper sch, n i have 2tests alr! will be havin bio test on monday n maths test on wednesday!! are e teachers in yj drivin us;students mad??? gosh!!
my fren;edward's mad!! her drew a picture of me on his chinese ws when i was sleepin durin chinese class!! haha. i didnt know he can draw!! nice drawin i mux say! LOL
i miss genie!! i miss jessica!! i miss celestine!! i miss joyce too!! oh man!! i miss secondary life!!!
went to study with lin n carys today at tao payoh delifrance. i seriously got to catch up!! need to work damn hard man!! saw desmond tan today too!! so cute! haha. look like butch man!! hehs!
i wont be comin online that often too, cuz my sch ends after 3pm everyday. i'll only goin online mayb, once a week? yup. hee.

family outin

2006-03-19T14:38:00.000+08:00

had a family outin on friday[17/3]!! yay! but mummy wasnt that happy though; perhaps she's juz tired. yeps, daddy's so cute!!
met twin[jess] n niang for shoppin earlier. bought a roxy jacket n a volcom shorts! twin bought a roxy shorts too. niang was on budget so she only watched us shopped! haha. we met ce after that at ard 6plus for dinner. we went to raffles city to shopshop awhile, n that's when daddy arrived! hehs. walked ard till 10pm? then ce said she want to go PUBBIN!!!! -_-" so aunty la twin!! bad child goes PUBBIN!!
sy's such a retard, he kept insistin that i didnt replied his msg when i did!! there mux be sth wrong with his dumb phone;n70!! hahs. dumb sh*t!
but in the end i think ce felt YOUNGER cuz she didnt went PUBBIN! lol. family outin was great man!! conference on e phone with twin[ce] till 2am. n then SY called me at 3plus. we talked till ard 4.20am. this also explains why i was late when meetin sweetheart the next day!!
sweetheart waited for me for half an hr, i think. hehs. went to expo to see e fairs n all. saw this group of kinds, they're so cute!! haha. i took picture of one of e small boy!! damn cute!!
sweetheart n i were seriously damn bored n sleepy so we decided to go to changi airport n take a nap! hahs. we sat in e skytrain a couple of times, goin from terminal1 to terminal2 n back again.
yup, met my family for dinner too. went to a jap restaurant to eat. and e lady boss said that my bro's good lookin!! hahs. that was so random! called sy at 2am yest. os shld i say today mornin? LOLOL. he was alr sleepin n i woke him up! opps. mr nice guy i mux say. i didnt allowed him to sleep till abt 245am. hahs.
school's startin tml!! oh man, this week passed so fast, everything was so blurred to me! i haven got my sch uniform yet!! i mux do well in my A level!!

FU*K UP

2006-03-11T21:33:00.000+08:00

i hate YISHUN JC!!! but i have to be stuck in there for 2yrs!! oh gosh!
anyone willin to help me out of yj??
i haven't even got a proper class yet!! like wat e hell!!!
i'm damn irritated now! fu*kin pissed man!!
okays, i'm tryin not to be vulgar n all, but. i cant help it!!!

i didnt even have orientation in yj!! oh my!! we had talks on monday, tuesday was talks again n chossin of subject combi. wed n thurs was the start of lessons! oh crap! and i didnt have my class yet, so i didnt have any lessons durin these two days?? how pathetic can i get man!! finally got a temporary timetable on thurs afternoon, and i went for lessons only on friday[yesterday].
i seriously cant catch up at all!! okays, mayb except for maths. e rest of e subjects, i'm like completely lost!! okays, nt completely, but abt 60% lost? haiz.
i didnt know that i have to buy notes from e bookshop and all, so i attended all the lectures without any notes, but i did note down the important stuff that the teacher said.

i juz dont understand why cant i make my own choices? it's my own future man! i'm also sure that i'll do well in something that i like rather than something i dislike!

i'm goin to gentin on tuesday! yup, nt really excited about it though. will be back on thursday.
i hope that everything goes well for me! i'll try to be optimistic yeah? hehs.

wearing a mask for 2yrs is tirin...

I'M HERE TO BLOG

2006-03-05T19:32:00.000+08:00

I HATE MY POSTIN RESULT!!! ARGH!

e person that i like nv noticed me. e person that i have e least interest in noticed me! wat e hell!
i'm goin mad, n i know that!, juz leave e me alone!
i need entertainment!
fu*k off if u want to ask what's goin on to me! it's either u know or u dont!

k, I BLOGGED.

my new fren muthu!!!

2006-02-24T20:06:00.000+08:00

celebrated doris's birthday on wed. carys n me embarressed oursleves!!! oh my!! lols. we're damn retarded!! ate at fish n co in wheelock place. then we went for dessert at swensen[muthu's workplace] saw muthu for e first time!! haha. he's really e smallest size lookin guy there!
sch was damn fun on wed too!!! we planned to skip HTP[home tutor period]. but in e end lin was like pms-in again. so we went abt 10min late for HTP. as soon as we went in. lin n i wanted to get out of e class. so when MS CHIA was busy talkin to another teacher, me lin n kaiwen ran out of e class. i jumped off from e table to get out of class!! cool huh? lols.
Ms CHIA screamed for us man!! it was damn hilarious!! she was shoutin sth like come back to class n all. as well as stop playin hide-n-seek! haha. cant stand it!! we're laughin like mad!!!
in the end zhou ping[my class form teacher] called us on e phone. we're supposed to go back to sch to settle that matter!! wat e hell!!! so e 3 of us went back to apologize to MS CHAI!!! juz e look on her face is enough to make me burst out of laughter!! but i controlled though!! hehs.
yup, everything ended well!! but i truely missed MS CHIA's SCREAMIN!!

desmond was such an ass yesterday!!! he came late for sch n missed PE. so he joined me carys n lin[we skipped PE by e way]. went to e canteen for lunch. desmond decided to go to e gym to look for kai shuo. den he came back to joined us again. he said this. "i think kai shuo likes michelle. cause juz now i asked him who he like n he nv ans. so i say carys? he also nv ans. when i say michelle, he start to scold me!" like wat nonsense!!! then abt a few mins later desmond said he want to go to e gym to look got KS again. carys went along with him too. carys came back to tell me wat that damn desmond said to KS. she said "desmond told KS that when he told u that KS like u, u're blushin." gosh!! desmond's like so dead man!!! keep sproutin nonsense!! when he came back i pulled his sleeves n ask him to sayd wat he said to KS in e gym. he acted innocent n said he said nth!!! till i threaten to dip his bag into curry!! after that, he went to clarify things with KS. he told KS that he was talkin nonsense juz now n all. all well that ends well.
went orchard with bibi after sch. we're being stopped by those donations pepople as usual. yup. $10 donation to help e abused maids as accordin to what they say. they made fun of bibi's name!! whaha. damn retarded. this guy was like, i'm rabiah3 *points to his fren next to him* he's rabiah4. haha. n he made fun of my name too. he said "i'm seashell." like wat e hell!!!
went to look for shark after that. sat at burger king cuz shark said she was hungry. slack a little so as to kill time[waitin for muthu to end his work at 5pm]. slept in burger king. it's my first time sleepin in there!!
went to look for muthu at ard 5.30pm at his workplace[swensen]. watched final destination. that movie was gross but nice! hehs. went to take neoprints too. went to borders to take a look at books. oh my!! i just love e SOCIAL SCIENCE corner!! it's damn interestin!!! was askin muthu alot of SOCIAL SCIENCE questions!! haha. he was blushin like mad!! haha. damn cute man!!
reached home at ard 10pm. was damn tired. so decided nt to go to sch today. hee.
was damn irritated by YONG LIN yest. but i'm nt that angry alr though. he apologize n i hope he mean it. yup.
i slept a total of abt 14hrs today. yup. i doubt i'll be goin to sch next week too. mayb only one day? to play kaiwen's gameboy!! oh man!! mario game!!! haha

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2006-02-19T20:48:00.000+08:00

just to sumarise wat happened these past few days.
10feb; ponned sch with girlfriend and kai wen. went to watch marrying the mafia 2. nice movie.
released of O level result. i cried like sh*t in front of mrs lopez. she was like "michelle, why are you so emotional?" wat e hell!! i'm depressed man!! haiz.
not to forget, ernest gave me her longest hug!! like what she told everyone else; she's no longer a virgin for hugs!! hahas.
watched i not stupid too with carys, celestine n yiwen. that show is damn dumb!!
conferenced on e phone with bibi n sy till late at night. ard 2.30am.
11.feb went to have dinner with my family, to celebrate my O level result??? my dad was happy abt my result. i was still feelin rather depressed though. oh crap!
16feb; ponned sch once again. met girlfriends at the bus stop outside school. saw lin walkin to e sch gate n asked him to joined us. met siying at paya lebar mrt. then we sat mrt to my girlfriend's hse. it was a long ride.
went to have lunch at some nearby mall. accompanied lin to plaza sing. to get some stuff for his teachers. went home after that.
17feb; went to sch. met my LOVELY DOCTOR LOVE for lunch. was damn excited when i saw her! she's so prettyy!! we talked about everything!! just love her lots man!!

nothing much happen today, slept till 2.15pm. hee. slacked e whole day. i'm not goin sch tml too!! YAY!!

oh crap

2006-02-09T19:08:00.000+08:00

i finally took a bus home yesterday!! OH MY!! i feel a sense of ACHIEVEMENT man!! went home with carys yest. told yong lin that i'm takin bus home and he stretch out his hand to congrate me!! wahah. nonsense la him!
carys kaiwen n me put pads into our GIRLFRIENDS n yonglin's bags. hahs. girlfriends are so dumb that they didnt notice it till e next day! LOL
my girlfriend[ee loong] went to color e pad wif red watercolor paint n put it inside my bag when i was out of class!! GROSS!!
girlfriend was damn bad to jacintha yest. he said stuff like jacintha has pig legs n all. he laughed till he teared la!! lols. cant stand him man! so nonsense! yonglin was no better too. he said this to jacintha. "next year is pig's year, jacintha u can come to my house." lols. like what does he meant by that man!! hehs.
we ponned econs lecture today. sat in cosy corner n mr singh came by!! wat a luck! he then ESCORT us back to e audi to attend econs lecture! it's damn embarrassin!!! everyone turned ard to look at us!!
i love mr security guard!! he let us leave sch early!! at 12.45pm! hehs. love him man!
went to toa payoh to eat today with GIRLFRIENDS yonglin carys n kaiwen. then we went to guardian to look for scented pads! hahs.
girlfriend was such an asshole!! he sprayed this disgusting smelling perfume on my back!!! wat e hell!!! i smelled like shit!!
then lin brought us to this place in toa payoh. hahs. we did many stupid stuffs there.
girlfriend STEAL my phone and keep it in his pocket! he then sat down and pretend that nth has happened!! i was tryin to get my phone back from him and this elderly lady came by n stood there to see what e 2 of us were doin!!
lin was like "michelle! what are u doin? bendin over to ee loong?" like wat e hell!! idiot!!
we went home after that. girlfriend took me to the taxi stand. he's such as asshole; he tried to push me in the rain! but i pulled his hand! hahs. so he was drenched a little too! DUMB SH*T!
result's out tml!! oh crap!!! i'm still goin MI though. decided to reached SAC after 2.30pm. hahs.

what soul are you?

2006-02-01T21:45:00.000+08:00

You Are a Peacemaker Soul

You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can.
War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace.
You are a good mediator and a true negotiator.
Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy.

While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental.
You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take.
On the flip side, you've got a graet sense of humor and wit.
You're always dimplomatic and able to give good advice.

Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

conversation with girlfriend n boyfriend.. hee

2006-02-01T14:22:00.000+08:00

girlfriend[ee loong] is SOOON. bibi is dont start. n i'm e other one; U'RE SUCH A.

U'RE SUCH A : darlin!!!
U'RE SUCH A : girlfriend's here
SOOON.: yooo
dont start. : hey darling
U'RE SUCH A : mayb u guys cld make frens?
dont start. : haha
SOOON.: i love you
U'RE SUCH A : lols
dont start. : how can u turn my girlfriend into a guy HUH???
SOOON.: he's my boyfriend!
U'RE SUCH A : hahs
dont start. : yall got sex change arh?
dont start. : haha
U'RE SUCH A : lols
SOOON.: kinda
dont start. : wth.. confirm go thailand de..
dont start. : safe not?
U'RE SUCH A : we went to US
U'RE SUCH A : more class
SOOON.: as safe as condom
U'RE SUCH A : comdom only 99% safe!!
dont start. : haha
dont start. : yar lor
SOOON.: that's why
dont start. : skali ur cork grow back how?
SOOON.: got side effect
U'RE SUCH A : lols
dont start. : i c..
dont start. : cool arh..
SOOON.: maybe that or my "vagina" close
U'RE SUCH A : wa lao!!!
U'RE SUCH A : damn GROSS man u two
dont start. : tt means e op not successful lar
dont start. : go for another one!
SOOON.: up till now yes
U'RE SUCH A : nonsense la
U'RE SUCH A : hahs
SOOON.: hold on
SOOON.: i go toilet
U'RE SUCH A : hahs
dont start. : hold on wad?
U'RE SUCH A : lols
SOOON.: "vagina" leaking
dont start. : \ur cork?
U'RE SUCH A : stupid girlfriend!!! go toilet so long
SOOON.: back la
SOOON.: i couldnt find my pad
dont start. : haha
U'RE SUCH A : go 7-eleven buy
dont start. : take out ur uterus lar
dont start. : another op
dont start. : tampon oso can
U'RE SUCH A : lols
SOOON.: tampon stuck i laugh
U'RE SUCH A : sick la!!!
dont start. : can musturbate at e same tym lar
dont start. : wahaha
dont start. : brb
dont start. : i wanna go shit
dont start. : wahaha
U'RE SUCH A : lols
SOOON.: yall contune talking
SOOON.: i go watch show

SOOON. has left the conversation.

MSN CHAT!!

2006-01-28T01:06:00.000+08:00

i'm U'RE SUCH A.... n guess who's e other person??? was laughin damn hard when i type all these mushy stuff!! cant stand it man!! lols

U'RE SUCH A B*TCH! -i feel like givin u a slap, but come to think of it, it'll only dirty my hands- I HAVE A CUTE DADDY!!!! says:
I LOVE YOU!!!
U'RE SUCH A B*TCH! -i feel like givin u a slap, but come to think of it, it'll only dirty my hands- I HAVE A CUTE DADDY!!!! says:
MUACKX
dont start. you wont stop. says:
OMG.. i shy lar.. dont liddat..
U'RE SUCH A B*TCH! -i feel like givin u a slap, but come to think of it, it'll only dirty my hands- I HAVE A CUTE DADDY!!!! says:
lols
U'RE SUCH A B*TCH! -i feel like givin u a slap, but come to think of it, it'll only dirty my hands- I HAVE A CUTE DADDY!!!! says:
nvm la!!
U'RE SUCH A B*TCH! -i feel like givin u a slap, but come to think of it, it'll only dirty my hands- I HAVE A CUTE DADDY!!!! says:
now no one here!!
U'RE SUCH A B*TCH! -i feel like givin u a slap, but come to think of it, it'll only dirty my hands- I HAVE A CUTE DADDY!!!! says:
only e 2 of us!!
U'RE SUCH A B*TCH! -i feel like givin u a slap, but come to think of it, it'll only dirty my hands- I HAVE A CUTE DADDY!!!! says:
LOVE YA DEARDEAR
dont start. you wont stop. says:
love you to sweetheart.
U'RE SUCH A B*TCH! -i feel like givin u a slap, but come to think of it, it'll only dirty my hands- I HAVE A CUTE DADDY!!!! says:
love ya SWEETIE!!!
dont start. you wont stop. says:
muacks.
dont start. you wont stop. says:
darling..
U'RE SUCH A B*TCH! -i feel like givin u a slap, but come to think of it, it'll only dirty my hands- I HAVE A CUTE DADDY!!!! says:
honey!!!!
dont start. you wont stop. says:
stop it lar..
dont start. you wont stop. says:
tau yan!
dont start. you wont stop. says:
*tao yan!
U'RE SUCH A B*TCH! -i feel like givin u a slap, but come to think of it, it'll only dirty my hands- I HAVE A CUTE DADDY!!!! says:
muackx!!!
U'RE SUCH A B*TCH! -i feel like givin u a slap, but come to think of it, it'll only dirty my hands- I HAVE A CUTE DADDY!!!! says:
lovelove u lots man
dont start. you wont stop. says:
LOVE YOU TOO!
dont start. you wont stop. says:
MUACKS!!!
U'RE SUCH A B*TCH! -i feel like givin u a slap, but come to think of it, it'll only dirty my hands- I HAVE A CUTE DADDY!!!! says:
lurev yew darliin*
U'RE SUCH A B*TCH! -i feel like givin u a slap, but come to think of it, it'll only dirty my hands- I HAVE A CUTE DADDY!!!! says:
lurve yew lotslots le!! keke*
U'RE SUCH A B*TCH! -i feel like givin u a slap, but come to think of it, it'll only dirty my hands- I HAVE A CUTE DADDY!!!! says:
XmuackX
dont start. you wont stop. says:
i will love you forever darling~
U'RE SUCH A B*TCH! -i feel like givin u a slap, but come to think of it, it'll only dirty my hands- I HAVE A CUTE DADDY!!!! says:
i'll die for yew darliin!!!!!
dont start. you wont stop. says:
and ever and ever and ever..
dont start. you wont stop. says:
dont kill urself for me..
U'RE SUCH A B*TCH! -i feel like givin u a slap, but come to think of it, it'll only dirty my hands- I HAVE A CUTE DADDY!!!! says:
lovelove dear
dont start. you wont stop. says:
i'll be lonely without u..
U'RE SUCH A B*TCH! -i feel like givin u a slap, but come to think of it, it'll only dirty my hands- I HAVE A CUTE DADDY!!!! says:
i'll be loney without you too!!!
U'RE SUCH A B*TCH! -i feel like givin u a slap, but come to think of it, it'll only dirty my hands- I HAVE A CUTE DADDY!!!! says:
muackx
U'RE SUCH A B*TCH! -i feel like givin u a slap, but come to think of it, it'll only dirty my hands- I HAVE A CUTE DADDY!!!! says:
niteee dareliin
dont start. you wont stop. says:
dream of me kkz...
dont start. you wont stop. says:
miss me!
dont start. you wont stop. says:
LURVE ya!!
U'RE SUCH A B*TCH! -i feel like givin u a slap, but come to think of it, it'll only dirty my hands- I HAVE A CUTE DADDY!!!! says:
i will
U'RE SUCH A B*TCH! -i feel like givin u a slap, but come to think of it, it'll only dirty my hands- I HAVE A CUTE DADDY!!!! says:
lorue ya too
dont start. you wont stop. says:
MUACKS!

end of conversation. i added GIRLFRIEND into the conversation too. yup. e content was gross. maybe i'll post it in the next entrey?? hahs. we'll see about it.

my new found GIRLFRIEND; EE LOONG

2006-01-25T19:25:00.000+08:00

today was damn fun!!! hahs. was bored in class so i suggested to change school uniform with my guy classmate!! hahs. i wore his pants and he wore my skirt!! hahs.
ee loong's damn cute in skirt man!! hahs. carys changed with our class rep[kai shuo]. kai shuo is like 1.83m tall. yup, so imagine how carys's skirt will looked on him. he dont even have to roll e skirt!!
we changed in class durin break. hee. den kai shuo didnt dare to step out of the class to go for break. so in e end carys, yong lin, jacintha, ee loong n me went for break. hahs.
all eyes in e canteen were on my GIRLFRIEND!! hahs. he's e limelight man!! my GIRLFRIEND got nice legs too. he doesnt have any leg hair!! jux like my bro. haha.
ee loong wanted to changed back after break, but i didnt want. [carys n kai shuo changed after break.] so we went to the auditorium for lecture like that. hahs. it was damn funny!! ee loong kept sayin his thighs are cold and all. and that it's very airy!!! like wat e hell!!! he also damn scared that ppl can see his boxers. wahaha. cant stand him man! so retarded!
went back to class for homeroom. my teacher[zhou ping] was sayin in chinese that she hope this is the last time we're doin this[cross-dress]. althought it look kind of interesting and all. hahs. so spoiler man!!
anyway, i think i'm still goin to changed sch uniform with GIRLFRIEND tml!! wahah. saw SY[shang yong] after sch at e stairs. asked him if he wanted to changed sch uniform with me. he said i'm mad. hahs. he suggest changin tops. so nonsense!! i doubt he can fit into my blouse!!
by the way, memoirs of a geisha was BORIN!! dont watch it!! but is was fun to see the sea creatures!! hahs.
went to parkway to have lunch wif ernestine n khaitheng. hee. met my classmate;audrey on the bus. she thinks that nicholas likes me!! so nonsense!! and that damn carys was laughin like mad!
saw joyce and siying workin at swiss bakery. hahs. lookin good yeah? hahs.
there's PE tml!! DIE! DIE! DIE!

My class-06B9

2006-01-18T21:48:00.000+08:00

got free periods today... my class got this st gabriel guy, desmond. yup. forever sabotage other people. my form teacher was lookin for a class rep today. and kai shou, who's sleepin n sittin beside him, got sabo. hahs. desmond told him that the teacher was markin attendent and all. den kai shou was like "me! me!" hahs. den the teacher announce to the class that she found a class rep-kai shou!! wahaha. damn retarded la! nonsense ass! then kai shou was like " huh? i though u're markin attendence?" haha. joker man!
kai shou was asked to pick an asistant and he keep on pointin to desmond. desmond was like "why he keep pointin to me. i think he's a gay!!" hahas. crap la!
the joker[yong lin] in my class wasnt here today. he's damn nonsense la!! hahas. his laughter is damn contagious also!!
meetin niang n twin tml again!! so cool. havin dinner together. probably goin to cut hair too.
i'm havin 1 n halr hr of PE tml!?! sure die!! thinkin of skippin pe tml wif kai wen. hahs. we'll see abt it tml.

lectures lectures lectures

2006-01-11T20:06:00.000+08:00

i've been sleepin durin lectures. my goodness.
had maths lecture today.. hahs. e teacher was damn funny la. he was like shoutin "can those at e back move to e front?" den e students at e back was like "wah!!!!" so nons la.. carys n me slept in geo lecture. hahs. it was damn borin!! we did a test e first thing we step into e lecture rm. guess how did i fare??? i failed!! got like 6/30?? hahs. carys got 8. lols. goin to brush up my geo! hee.
okays, i know wat's e hai sing catholic guy's name alr. hahs. after like 5days. lols! anyway, he's shang yong. i still dunno how to pronounce la. wahah. we were chattin juz now.. yup, n he's e first guy that i come across which is so emo la!! wahaha, gay man! den he ask me to dont close e webcam thing so that he can take a look at his hair! damn retarted la!! vain gay!
by e way, i got to confess sth... lols. i dunno how to go home frm my sch!! dont laugh at me man! i took cab home these few days. yup. it's only $3. haha. nt that ex. told my fren about it and she was like "r u serious?" lols. anyone wanna teach me how can i get home?? if nt i'll be takin cab home till results day!! i'll be broke by then.
anyone wanna date me for lunch??? hahs. dont worry, u don hav to pay for my lunch. heehee.
i cant wait for chinese new yr!! lols. i wanna go nanyang poly open hse!! anyone know when is it??? mayb u cld msg me or sth? yup.
i bet i'll fall asleep durin geo lecture again tml. haha.

ARGH!!!! i'm irritated!

2006-01-08T00:00:00.000+08:00

Firstly, don ask me what resolutions i have for 2006.
secondly, my sch was plain boring!!!
thirdly, i'm damn irritated by this Hai Xing Catholic Guy in my grp.
fourthly, i damn scared about my result. heard that it'll be released 2weeks earlier!!

okays, let me go into detail about my current sch[Millennia Institute]. e sch looks old and it's small compared to SAC. there are only 2stalls in e canteen!!! my god! e teacher's desk is juz e size of e student desk. like how pathetic can tat sch be man! i don c any cutecute guys ard too. nt many SAcians were there too. everyone were spilt into diff Orientation Groups[OG] eg. carys in OG2, kai wen in OG7[i think], simin in OG8[i think so too, hahs], melissa in OG9, i'm in OG12. it's like there will only be 1 sacian in each OG.

now, to tat irritatin hai xing catholic guy. he's in e same OG as me. like how bad luck can i be!!! he calls me nt by my name but instead he calls me SAC, Siao And Crazy or les[lesbian]. by e way, he knows my name. he's freakin irritatin!!! e worst part is, he is in e same lecture classes as me!!![except econs lecture, he's in e same class as me for ALL e other lectures!!!!] now almost everyone know tat my name is Siao And Crazy or Les. all thks to him. he calls me rather loudly durin lessons!!! bloody hell! i saw him on e bus too; when i was on my way to bedok inter. but luckily he didnt saw me. -heaved a sigh of relieve- i don even know his name, so i called him GAY!!!

when back to SAC on friday wif carys. there was cca orientation. met wanwan bibi joyce n jess at bedok inter. yup, everything went well.
niang n ger went overseas!!! i miss them losts man!! hee.
went out wif libin juz now... she's damn retarded!!! hahs. i'm nt goin sch on monday too!!! wahaha. so i can have more SLEEP! n i wont get irritated by that gay too!

i'm havin this feelin of fear inside me. i'm nt even sure what is it that i'm scared of. but i'm sure it will go away soon. yup.

anyway, HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY; CELESTINE!!!! luv ya babe! *muackx*

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

2005-12-25T00:23:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas!!!

went out wif bibi n carys. yup, we wanted to ice-skate at first. but is was so crowded. so we went to carys's hse in e end. watch VCDS. hahs.
carys's sis was damn gross la... haha. we're watchin this show 'how to lose a guy in 10 days'. yup. den got a little sexual scene... hahs.
e guy took off his top. n carys sis;dilis was like "eee, armpit hair!!!" so insensitive la!! wat e hell. hahs.
carys dad was watchin e show with us too. den dilis was like "daddy, can i see urs??'' lols. so sick la. her dad jus stare at her n gave her e angry look.
thenn she say ''okok, i'll wait for them[bibi n me] to go back first den i see k?'' lols. wat nons la!!! wahaha. how gross can a 9yrs old be man. lols.

anyway, did some quiz juz now... lols. e results r dumb la.. wahaha.
if u're free n bored, mayb u wann try e quiz here. lols. http://quizilla.com.

i did e what label r u test, n e result?? i'm a LONER!!!!
wat e hell. hahs. so nonsense! bibi's also a LONER!! hahs. doris a GANGSTA??? hahs. tat's surprisin man.

den i did e 'what kind of guy will fall for u test', result?? OLD MAN!!!
-faints- as i said earlier!!! this is a DUMB quiz. hahs.

den i did e style test too. results??
-You are a down-to-earth style person. Your friends see you as a pretty cool kinda person.
You don't mind any certain kind of music or clothing.
You seem to get along with most people and you have many friends on your side.
Your personality is outgoing and you are very funny.
i'm happy wif this results!!
Advice:*Since you don't mind different kinds of people, be careful who you hang around with. wink*

did e "Are you a killer, an angel or a neutral" test.
results??
-you are a...graceful Angel! you a person that is peacful and will help almost everyone and anyone. At times of risk you put your love ones first.
read tat??? i'm an angel man!! wahaha. cool huh?!

OH, my future baby wld look like this, sloopy n dirty cuz i didnt really took care of it. hees. there's noodles all over him. poor boy. hee.

i'm confused.

2005-12-22T00:38:00.000+08:00

i've yet to sort out my feelings.
i get excited when i see you online.
i'lll get nervous and start thinking how do i start a conversation with you.
these feelings are identical to that when i get to see my idol; nuinai.
so do i idolise you?? do i admire you cause you're good in everything? do i look up to you as my role model? do i look up to you as an elder brother?
or is it the other kind of feeling?
many people will tell me this 'no one knows it better than you do, cause it's how you're feeling inside. no one could judge that.'
but i'm not even sure of the feelings i have for you.
i do not have the courage to tell you how i feel towards you.
but i know that everything will come to an end eventually.

maybe some of you guys are feeling like that. yup. all well that ends well.
i must say this is a rather UNIQUE entry of mine. lols

some of libin's prom nite pics.

nice photos. lovely!

libin wif cutecute jeremey. hehs.

i'm sick!!! BooHoo~

2005-12-19T22:32:00.000+08:00

yup, i'm back frm hong kong. didn't bought a lot of things.
i was sick e day before i left for hong kong, till today!! so i didn't enjoyed e trip. so miserable!!!
i've got a sexy voice rite now!! any one wanna hear it?? hahs.
i'm anticipatin to c if i wld completely lost my voice on christmas[25/12] day. well, it happen to me last yr.
i'm goin out wif ikan bilis n adopted child tml. gonna shop for christmas gifts cuz i didn't do any shoppin when i'm in hong kong; perhaps only for myself. lols.
anyway, i got a nike bag n jacket in hong kong. as well as lotsa of chocolates, n other stuffs. but i cant eat them!!! cuz i'm sick! wat e hell!
nt to forget sth, i saw this cute guy in hong kong too!!! lols. he's wearin his sch u. i think he's cute!! hees.

some pics taken durin e trip. hee.

i'm feelin rather f*** up now. don ask me why cuz i don even know why too. i'm rather vulgar these few days too... haiz.. i hate MYSELF!!!!! argh.

lunch wif niang!!!

2005-12-14T22:48:00.000+08:00

twin[jess] n me went to mr thong's hse today. cuz i wanted to pass him somre A n E maths papers. kind of miss sch man!!! hahs.
twin n me had lunch with niang today!! lols. bet she's touched.. hehs. oh, i saw khai today too. lols. he look so boyboy. hahs. so shy summore la!!
den after lunch twin n me went to meet joyce. we went to queensway to shop. i can't find any nicenice addidas nor nike jackets!! oh ya!!!
me n twin saw this guy!!! oh no!! lols. i think he's cute man!! he looks like JAY CHOU!!! frm a far we both tot he's jay chou, but on closer view, we found out he isn't. lols.
den we cab down to town. joyce paid for it!! wahah. cuz she said we cld take bus51 back to queenstown mrt. but we're kind of lost u see. so i suggest tat we dropped off at e sixth bus-stop. n coincidentally, tat's e mrt la!!. but we still took a cab down. lols
went to P.S, me n jess want to get e jackets there!! oh man, e jackets r so nice!!! i want e voodoo doll jacket too. jess wanted a roxy watch.
we're like TELLIN joyce to get these things for us!!! hahs. we're nt even HINTIN it to her!!! we're so nt shy man!! hehs. niang's genes!!!
goin hong kong tml!!! lols. but wat e hell!!! i'm like goin for only 4days??? cuz my sis cant skip too many lessons. her sch don even approved her leave! tsk! wat e hell is wrong wif tat sch man!!
shall do my christmas shoppin there too. lols. miss me!! hees.

FAMILY OUTIN!!!!

2005-12-13T13:57:00.000+08:00

YAY!!! we had our very very FIRST FAMILY OUTIN on sat[10/12] lols. it was fun!!!
god mom a.k.a ger[model cum stead] join us too!!
we went to town to shop shop. mummy bought a workin pants too. me n ce's like damn auntie!! hah. we went to try all e jackets n stuff. lols. cuz ce said 'no money buy, den try lor' like wat e hell... lols.
oh!!! forgot to mention sth, as we walk along orhard rd, there r many ppls givin out flyers rite?? those ppl r BIASED!!! they onli gives flyers out to PRETTY GALS!!! lols. me n twin were walkin in front of mummy n god-mom. we two didn't received any FLYER!!! lols. mummy n god-mom receives alot of flyers!!! lols. so biased la!!! hahah.
we watched the movie 'prime' too[at lido]. but model didn't join us for e movie cuz she left for church. yup. it's a hilarious movie. endin was quite abrupt though. they make up by havin sex. dotz.
we went to taka levi's. ce tried on abt 9 pair of jeans+skirts!!! mummy only tried on 2pair of jeans n she took a much much longer time than ce. lols.
reached hm abt 10+pm. hee.

went out again on mon[yest, 12/12] went out wif genie[my pet croc']. we're actin damn retarded!!! we went to eat BREEKS,. genie found e fish gross... yup. she ask for a feedback form, but they didn't hav one. guess wat?? i gave e idea of writin in on a tissue paper. n tat moron really wrote her comment on e tissue paper!!! so pai seh la!!! lols. den we went to take neoprints at heeren!!! when i saw kelsey i was like pullin genie into a machine to hide!! wahaha. i dunno why i did tat too. den we came out to look for them. genie went to put her hands on barbara's shoulder, she got a shock!! lols.
anyway, we're goin to hav lunch wif niang tml too!! haha. i bet she'll be touched man!!!lols.

2005-12-06T00:30:00.000+08:00

celebrated ikan bilis's birthday on sat. HAPPY SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY; BIBI!!! charlene was late. haha. everything went well.
den later father-in-law, ikan bilis, charlene n me went to play pool. i didn't play. wasn't really interested in it. n i didn't know how to play.
aftertat, we went to arcade!!! so cool!! i love arcade man!! hehs. played e race car one... i juz love it... lols

went out wif joyce today. yup. went to visit 7cm... she looks cute in her workin uniform... like small little gal... den we went to watch CHICKEN LITTLE!!! e Show is so cute!!!! i love e duck!!! haha. n fish n pig too. as well as chicken little!! so cute lah!!! hee.
went to a couple of optical shops too. tried on some specs... I WANT AN ARMANI SPECS!!! saw it at far east there. quite ex also, ard 350bucks. lols.
anyone willin to get me my armani specs?? i'll juz love tat person man.!! wahaha.

goin out wif niang this weekend... i think. twin[ce] beta be free man. lols. anyway, twin's jobless. juz like niang. it's in e genes!!!

i'm goin to start my christmas shoppin real soon!!!! anyone wanna join me?? hee

BOREDOM

2005-12-01T15:04:00.000+08:00

it's been a long, slow-motioned day for me...
i've nth much to do at hm man. wat e hell!!!
7cm found a job alr. she started work for 2days. niang still haven found a job!! whahaha. so does ce.
i'm goin to get more $$ frm my dad to buy a bag too. lols. been slpin alot these days. had a couple of midnite talks too...
anyway, i'm juz plain bored... argh!!! i wanna go out!!! but no $$. like what i told 7cm, i'm gonna wait for $$ to drop frm e sky!!! man, tat's like SO goin to happen. -_-"

ikan bilis's birthday's comin soon... hah. doris n i r gettin her sth tat she'll nv forget... wahaha.
it's a PACKET OF IKAN BILIS!!!! hee.

2005-11-26T23:18:00.000+08:00

when to eat dinner at golden landmark hotel. e hotel totally SUX man!!!
all thks to my sis recommendation.
she said she saw this advertisment on television; showin how delicious e food were at golden lamdmark hotel.
when we reach there, hmmm... e hotel look a little... old. yup. did i mention tat my sis told me she saw e advertisment abt 2YEARS AGO??? wat e hell!!!
den there was this elderly man tat sit opposite us. no offence, but he kept on coughin. e way he cough is lyk, damn funny lah!!! haha. lols.
the man later stood n walk past us[probably goin to e loo]. my sis was damn irritatin. she was lyk 'wah, still wear hipster leh!!' haha.
e best part is, there was this lady. she was sellin newspaper in e restaurant!!! wat e hell!! she was shoutin in hokkien "newspaper?? newspaper??" -pengz-

i'm goin to make my specs real soon!!! i'm think of havin a armani specs or mayb versace[think it'e spelled like tat]. hahs. goin to get a bag too. a jacket?? shoes?? yup.

YAY

2005-11-24T21:53:00.000+08:00

i juz cant understand why cant i hav e choice to choose... i jux HATE everything now!!! i'm nt as carefree as i may seem to be, so stop assumin tat u know me so well. i'll get irritated!!
by the way, i hope tat those whom i didn't LINK, BETTER NOT LINK me!!

O's over. i felt so empty suddenly. i want O's to continue.... yup. anyway, i juz rebonded my hair on wed. genie n joyce dye their hair too.
talk to libin on e phone yesterday... she told me a very dumb thing... haha. was so turned off by it la!! wat e hell.. lols. we went out today... went shoppin!! but didn't buy anything. hah.
we went to eat at swensen, den there is this waitress, she's.... hmmm.... funny... haha. she's damn blur la. bet she's new.
took neoprints wif libin too!! *nicenice*

anyway, libin's prom nite's comin soon... at grand hyatt[i think it's spelled like this]. i think i'll go there to have dinner wif my family, den at e same time can c her too.. hees.

2005-11-14T11:29:00.000+08:00

BOO!
this is michelle's oh-so-beautiful-gorgeous-pretty-sweet-nice-lovely-adorable-talented-lovable-cute-retarded-spastic stead, Ernestine speaking. HAHAHA. i created this blog for her. so she better thank me! alright. i shall not type too much bout myself. if not people might you know. lose control? HAHAHA.

anw. as all of you know, michelle is FOS (full of shit). she has this thinkin that only SHE can break with me. and i CANNOT break with her. sigh. poor me yeah? i think i should DIG her brain one day. get this ~~fucktarded~~ thinking out of her HEAD! haha.

i wanna break up with you michelle tan!
kbye!